The weather has broken -- at least for the moment -- and the morning is the chilliest yet of the season. A heavy sky has offered up gentle rains, and all seems quieter for the change. The nights have gradually been cooling in recent weeks and even the weeds have seemed
calmer, somehow less aggressive. Perhaps the bugs will take the hint
and slow their voracious chewing. Dripping with a kind of beckoning interiority, the day feels suddenly open -- less obligated; reflective and available.
It reminds me of those rare winter days growing up in west Texas when snow risked its way into down. The cancelled school that necessarily followed felt like the exact same bonus day to a kid as this cool and wet autumn day feels to an adult gardener. A gift. A free and available day; as though a 25th hour had been squeezed into the day -- a 366th day shoehorned into the year. The raindrops may not lend themselves to rolling into snowmen, but they create their own options for alternative pursuits. There are books piling up and words as yet unwritten. There is housework long overdue, and some tools to organize and repair.
And there are some thoughts, long fenced and channeled, that need some open range to roam.
Which is to say that the cool rain is as welcome to the clenched soul as to the curling leaves and the cracking soil.
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